suicide mission USA

last year at this time
I planted a bomb
in my heart.



is there nothing
I can do
in service
to my country?
nowhere I
should be
when I
finally
explode?



dear Mr.
President
which innocents
or innocence
should die
in the name
of freedom
of
the heart?
just my own?



but I’ve
been such
a good
American
and I’m tired
of
dying
alone

.